RationizedInsanity🏳️🌈🇺🇦🇨🇦🇬🇱🇵🇸<p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/obsessivecompulsivedisorder" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>obsessivecompulsivedisorder</span></a> is the gift that keeps on giving, isn't it?</p><p>I started posting the videos on <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/scoopz" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>scoopz</span></a> as an experiment, and a hobby to put my thoughts somewhere as a creative <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/vlog" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>vlog</span></a>.</p><p>Now I feel the need to post at least 2 rants a day, out of fear of losing my channel momentum, and the intrusive thoughts creep in if I attempt a break.</p><p>It's still fun, but this content creator shit is stressful now that I am about 100 followers from making ad revenue.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/socialmedia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>socialmedia</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/rant" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>rant</span></a></p>