Likely Jan Lukas<p>I'm absolutely no expert on terminology such as "internalised ableism," so it IS possible that's what I went through. </p><p>Then again, I am generally the last to recognise something in myself that others have/are, eg: being <a href="https://mstdn.ca/tags/trans" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>trans</span></a>, so simply not noticing I was <a href="https://mstdn.ca/tags/ActuallyDisabled" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener" target="_blank">#<span>ActuallyDisabled</span></a> is pretty on-brand for me. 🤔😂</p><p>4/x</p>