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There is a facet of mine I tap into from time to time that is utterly ruthless. I use it when I have to "get shit done and to hell with the consequences." It's probably one of my most poorly integrated facets.

I don't know what to do with it. Or about it. It doesn't have a name, we could refer to it as "scary brain" or "nightmare Tanys" but I've never dignified it with a name before this moment.

I used my ruthless facet a lot last year, to get through work, to get my family out of a shitty roach infested apartment and into a house - and I probably made extensive use of it while I was going back to school.

I don't know. I'm not actually sure how old ruthless facet is. I don't know if it's the same one I've always had or if I've developed more than one. It "seems" like the same one.

Recently I've been trying to "put it away" or retire it bc it causes so many problems at home. It gets frustrated easily, it growls and shouts and interrupts, and it struggles to recall kindness.